Do You Know Your Souls Role in Your Wounds?

What I’m about to write will most likely cause one of two reactions. One reaction will trigger you and cause you to become defensive; because you’re most likely still conditioned with the victim-hood mentality that we were all programmed with beginning before age 7. The other likely reaction will be quite the opposite. If you are evolved to a certain point and have transcended societal programming, you will probably read this and think that this makes so much sense. You will feel like you’re being opened up to truth, that you haven’t seen before, and you will resonate with what I’m writing. When you resonate with things you read or hear, that is your Higher Self’s way of telling you its true. Your Soul uses feeling to help you discern what is true or false, however most people have been programmed to think logically what could be true, instead of feeling what is true. So, their discernment isn’t very developed yet, but it develops more and more as we clear out old programming. Now, if you are someone who resonates with this, it should bring you clarity and understanding, which in turn will hopefully bring you some peace.

Let’s start with the truth about your Soul, deep wounds, and karma. The truth is that deep seated wounds are part of your karma from past-life patterns that have not been broken or healed. You can create more wounds throughout your life, by the kinds of choices that you make. YOU created that karma in past 3D lives and YOU create karma now. I want to make that clear, because if you can understand that you are responsible you will have so much more power over your life. You won’t feel the need to blame and get mad at other people, because you will understand that things are actually happening FOR you and not to you. I know its cliché, but it’s true so it’s in your best interest to accept it. Karma is created in the 3D and can only be resolved in the 3D. If you don’t know what I mean when I say 3D, it’s the 3rd dimension, the physical plane, which is the lowest frequency. Karma is neutral, so whether you create positive karma or negative karma is up to you; just know that what you create is what you will get back.

For those who always feel the need to get revenge or think things aren’t fair, another good thing to know about karma is that it comes in cycles. For example, if you were in a horrible relationship and that person cheated, lied, and betrayed you, you have to know that, that person will get their karma. The problem for you, however, may be the karma isn’t coming fast enough. It’s not your job to serve karma, it’s the Universes job. If you try to do the Universes job for it, realize it will come back and do that same job for you. So, back to the example; if that person were to immediately get into another relationship, and the person they were with now did to them what they did to you, it would not have the effect on them that would be needed. That person is still in the same frequency, and the same old patterns that they were in when they were with you. They have not evolved enough, yet, to see that what they did actually hurt you; let alone evolved enough for them to actually care and have compassion for you about it. However, a few years down the road when they have evolved, and are in a position to be genuinely hurt, that is when the karma will play out. The lag time isn’t always years, it could be days, weeks, months or even their next lifetime; but there is a is lag time, because they need to be at the point that they will actually be hurt and able to reflect on how they hurt others so they can develop compassion. We evolve through pain and struggle; and there is no point in having karma play out if you don’t, yet, have the ability to learn the lesson that is needed to grow.

As harsh as it sounds to tell you that it’s your fault that your Soul’s karma is playing out right away, as an innocent child, it doesn’t make it not true. Throughout your whole life you’ve all heard people ask the question “why do bad things happen to good people” over and over again, this past-life karma is one of the reasons why. People also like to say how people don’t deserve things that happen because they’re good people; and yes, that’s true from one perspective, the human perspective. Humans are pretty low on the totem pole as far as the perspective that matters, because for the most part the average human can’t see much more than 1% of truth. That changes as you evolve and you begin to see beyond the veil of illusion and start to see the truth of “reality”.

Another big part of what we experience in our lives is based on what our Soul chose for us to experience in this lifetime. Our Souls all have their own lesson plan, in which they choose what life lessons to try to evolve past, and the way those lessons will be experienced. I know people think we all have freewill, and we do to a point; and some more than others depending on their life purpose. We can choose what we eat, or what we wear, or other similar choices that don’t really matter in the big scheme of things. But our Soul’s will overrides our human freewill, and even the Soul has levels above it that overrides it’s will. The one freewill that we have as humans, that actually matters, is the will to resist or allow. Our Soul’s plan will play out for us, and if we choose to resist, we will just make it harder and more painful for ourselves each time. The lesson will have to keep playing over and over again until the result is so painful that you consciously force yourself to heal and evolve. You might tell yourself that your Soul would never choose this for you, but yes, it would and it did. Your Soul is not in this dimension, so it doesn’t know what lower vibrations such as hurt, anger, fear and pain feel like. So, your Soul chooses your experiences based on knowing how you will best evolve, not from how it would feel, because it doesn’t know what it feels like. Rather than resist, the other choice is to allow, which most of us don’t do until a certain point into our ascension, because it’s hard. Even when you’re evolved to that point it’s hard, and you still don’t always do it. We have all been told for so long that we have control over everything and that’s not completely true. Your Soul knows what it is doing and the best thing you can do is trust it and align with it. Your Soul is trying to get you to a point of joy, love and fulfillment, but change and letting go scares people. The unknown scares people so they resist, because they feel like they need control. Let go of control so you can allow yourself to go through your ascension process and live your most fulfilling life.

One last thing I want to write about are generational patterns and curses, because there are so many old souls incarnated right now that are doing this clearing work. There are old souls, whose souls have made the choice to break and heal generational patterns and curses that have been running through bloodlines for centuries. We have chosen this responsibility because we are strong enough and evolved enough to do it. This could also be one of the reasons you experience bad things, even though you make good choices in this life. This is a good thing to know, for those of you who want to break patterns and curses, so they are not passed down to your children. So, pay attention to your patterns and see if you have similar patterns as your family members and past family members; you may just have them because your Soul is wanting you to break them and clear that karma for the your entire bloodline.

I know, that what I am writing might sound harsh to a lot of you, but it’s up to you whether you take into consideration what I am writing. Everyone is at their own point in their evolution and on their own journey. This could resonate with you now or not, maybe in time it will resonate with you, and maybe never. Whatever you feel is fine, everyone is right where they are meant to be based on their Soul’s plan. We all need to be able to see that about each other and respect that everyone has their own journey. I am not writing this to judge anyone or make them feel unworthy, so don’t go around attacking people because they aren’t ready to see their patterns. I am simply writing this so you can understand for yourself why things happen the way they do, in hopes that you will in time be able to heal, evolve, be at peace, and help others in their process.

Vacuuming the Aura

Vacuuming out my aura was one of the first things I learned to do when I realized I was going through my awakening. I am an empath and peoples’ low energies can get stuck to me and really pull me down. My entire life, up until that point, I could never understand why I would be the happiest person ever one minutes and I could go out in public and all the sudden I would be depressed or anxious. The worst part was, that it always took a couple days of isolation to get it to clear. However, it’s not always other peoples’ energies that affect our auras. We deplete it and contaminate it too by the environments we are in, through situations we put ourselves in, through choices we make, and several other things. If you know that you are an empath or are sensitive to other people’s energies there are ways to protect yourself, but I will post about that another day. Right now, I want to explain to people a simple way to clear out and replenish their auras. There are several ways to clear your energy, but for people just beginning to understand energy, this is a good way to start if you want to be able to do it for yourself. You can do it every day if you want or just whenever you feel like your aura is dull or contaminated. This isn’t the technique I originally learned years ago, and I don’t even know if I could explain that one to you, because it’s been so long and there were just too many steps for me. I like to make things effective along with quick. So, I have taken the vacuuming concept and made my own version without so many steps. (It may seem like a lot when you reading through it, but that because I’m adding in extra information to explain things for you.) Most people have a hard-enough time putting their mind into visualizing or a meditative state for a minute, let alone ten to fifteen minutes; and the more you do this, the quicker you will get it. If you’re someone who ever feels any low emotions, which would be ALL of us, I highly suggest you give this a try to see if it something that works for you. I know for me it instantly shifts my energy; below are the quick and easy steps I use.

Ground. The first thing you need to do is ground, if you don’t know how to through visualization, that’s OK but I’m not going to explain it here; so just put your feet on the floor to help you ground, barefoot, if possible.

Pick a location. Next, with your eyes closed, visualize yourself standing somewhere in nature, barefoot on the ground. It doesn’t matter where. It could be your front yard, a place you visited or you know well, a place you’ve never been; a beach, a forest, a mountain; any place that makes you feel peaceful.

Check your aura. Now, some of you can see auras and some of you can’t, don’t worry if you can’t it doesn’t matter. This can actually help you develop your intuition so you can pick up on auras and their colors. Visualize your aura around you. Your aura extends out around your whole body. Every aura has a color and if you can’t see auras, then go with whatever color comes to your mind first, don’t question the first color, because your intuition is telling you what color it is. There is no right or wrong color, it’s just what is needed for you at the time. Whatever color you get, visualize it around you. As you get better at seeing auras you will start to be able to see how vibrant or dull, they are. If you are going to vacuum it out, it’s most likely dull and faded.

NOTE: Auras don’t always have to be one color. I’ll put a list of different aura colors at the end so you can see what each one may represent for you.

Vacuum. OK, now visualize yourself lifting off the ground, it doesn’t have to be very high, a few feet is fine. Then ask MOTHER GAIA (Earth) to please vacuum out your aura and replenish it. Visualize the vacuum head, or however you want to see it coming out of the ground and attaching to the bottom of your aura. Now, visualize the vacuum sucking in your aura until it is completely gone. You can start from the top and see it coming down, or bottom to top; from outside to inside, or inside to outside; whatever feels best for you. I personally usually see if from top to bottom because when I replenish it’s the opposite and feels stronger for me. Do what works best for YOU.

NOTE: Pay attention to your body during this vacuum process because you will probably notice that your body automatically tightens up as the aura disappears and then it loosens back up and expands as you replenish your aura.

Replenish. Now that your aura is cleared out you need to choose what color it will be replenished with. It can be the same as it was before, you can, again, see what color your intuition guides you to use, or you can pick your own based on what you would like to feel in your aura. Once you know your color then start to visualize the color come from the vacuum up over your feet, around your legs, your hips, your torso, your shoulders, and your head; completely surrounding you and expanding outward. Remember, we are replenishing, so your aura should look vibrant! You can visualize the replenish in whatever way feels best for you, but I can actually feel it moving up my body when I replenish it this way, which is why I do it like this. Everyone should adjust to what’s best for them and your intuition may guide you in a certain way that will work for you.

Come back down. When you’re done replenishing your aura, visualize the vacuum going back into Earth (Mother Gaia), say ‘Thank You Mother Gaia,’ visualize dropping your feet back onto the ground and open your eyes. Your aura is now replenished.

I know this seems like a lot but once you get the hang of it, you could probably do it in less than a minute. I know a lot of people have trouble visualizing and focusing, but the more you practice it the easier it gets and the more you will feel the effects.

As I said before, I will go over the auras and some of their meanings, but there are several references on the internet if you want to look up more in-depth information.  I am only going to be sharing the positive aspects because we are replenishing our auras so there is no need to bring in the negative aspects. I do want to mention also that you can work with visualizing these colors as light for yourself. So, for example, when people want to connect with the higher realms, they will pull in purple light around them or purple flames. When someone wants to feel courage, they can also bring in blue light around them. If you’re working with blue, I would also call in Archangel Michael for protection and courage too. You can also send light to other people. Say there is someone you want to speak your truth to and you want them to be receptive to communication, send blue light from your throat chakra to theirs; or if you want to send love to someone send green or pink light from your heart chakra to theirs. Light frequencies are so powerful, I use light every day for something, whether its protection, healing, courage, etc.; so, if you aren’t familiar with it, you should really try working more with it. I hope you all have good luck with this aura clearing and that it helped you!


Purple/Violet– higher consciousness, spirituality, connecting to higher realms, crown chakra, third eye chakra

Blue– protection, strength, courage, balance, tranquility, intelligence, trust, loyalty, masculine, throat chakra

Green– healing, rest, growth, fertility, compassion, heart chakra

Brown– grounded, earthly, friendly

Yellow– joy, inspiration, wisdom, hope, creativity, peace, confidence, solar plexus chakra

Orange– sexual, creative, outgoing, productive,, friendly, energetic, sacral chakra

Red– passion, stability, love, power, courage, masculine, root chakra

White– purity, fresh, innocence, healing

Black– protection, classy

Pink– love, compassion, pure, happy, feminine, sweet, playful, higher heart chakra

Are Our Fears Being Programmed?

Do you ever ask yourself where your fears come from? Or why you even have them? Take public speaking, for example, it’s known as one of people’s biggest fears. Why do you think that is? What happened to you to make you decide that you were afraid? Or were you even the one to decide? I guess a better question would be is, who told you that was your fear?

Fear comes from the ego; and it does not reside in the heart, it resides in the mind. Fear is an energetic program; and societal conditioned fears dis- empower you, and open you up to others control and manipulation. If you can get people to live in fear then you can get them to believe anything you want, sell them anything you want, and control them in any way you want. If you pay attention, you’ll notice that, as soon as one fear that’s meant to push people in one direction starts to fade; the organizations, industries and media will come up with another fear to push people in another direction. They don’t care if the fear they are pushing is true or not, because they do it for power and profit.

I wish I could go back to the days of being a child before societal conditioning fully set in. Up until age 7 our minds are at a lower level of consciousness. This means that children live more through the subconscious, which is also the level in which people are hypnotized. This is when we are programmed by not only societal conditions and beliefs, but our parents’ conditions and beliefs. Children under 7 years old, are open and fearless because their minds have yet to be fully conditioned. As they get older, they are exposed to school, organizations, industries, media and many other influencers’ who seek power and profit. And slowly their fearlessness and ability to discern truth dwindles away and they give into the manipulation and control of fear.

As we become programmed, we tend to become reactive to fears, which only causes more problems for ourselves and others. Step back from your conditioning for a minute, detach, and consider that the things you have been programmed to believe aren’t true; then turn on the T.V. and watch the news. If you are able to detach from your conditioning you will see all the fear mongering clear as day. People are purposely being conditioned to live in fear, but if you go outside and talk to your neighbors and the community, that’s not real life. However, the people that are conditioned, are reactive to those fears, so they start to cause chaos and try to influence others to live in fear with them. These incidences that you see on the T.V. are not the norm, nor as common as they are made out to be. A lot of them are even purposely created to keep the narrative alive. Yet, these problems are what the news chooses to show you, rather than the good things happening, because if you’re in fear they can control you.

I want to bring your awareness to how our neurofunctions actually change when we are in a state of fear. Both the chemistry in our bodies change, and our bodies stress hormones change the way our brain operates.  When we go into a state of fear our stress hormones will squeeze the blood vessels shut in the forebrain. This is the part of the brain that is responsible for conscious reasoning and logical thinking. It then forces the blood into the hindbrain, which is where we operate in a reactive behavior. So at this point you aren’t thinking at all, and instead you’re just reacting with a stimulus response.

So, the more we are engaging with fear, we are actually becoming more ignorant and less intelligent. In turn causing people to be more receptive to resolutions that are provided by people in power, who were, conveniently the ones who were selling us the fear in the first place. This results in people becoming further dis-empowered, and that power is disbursed among the few that are making decisions for the masses. Unless you are OK with giving away your power, you need to be conscious of the manipulating taking place. For example, when the media tells you this person is good or this person is bad: or when the health industry “scientists” tell you that you should eat this or you shouldn’t eat that, question who is paying for them to tell you that, and how it could benefit them. If you can’t discern what is true or not, for the time being, the best thing you can do is to stop engaging; break free from that control and take back your power.

To get you thinking, go back to my example about public speaking. Could you imagine what would happen if people weren’t afraid to stand up in public and speak their truth? If everyone was publicly speaking truth, the people in power would have a hard time controlling the masses. If you really think about it, it’s hard not to ask yourself; since we were children, were we intentionally told that public speaking is the number one fear? Were we programmed to be quiet, so that the people in power could control the narrative? What other programs have we been living our lives with, and are we still being programmed?